Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Thinking Out Loud (T.O.L.)

Posted by beth at 11:14 PM

Tuesday April 29th 2008, 12:44 pm

I woke up this morning and I gazed at you for a long time…I love watching you with your eyes half close, your lips slightly open, your arms tightly wrap around me…then suddenly my tears begun to fall…I had no intention of waking you up…I just wanted to cherish that special moment of just lying still beside you where I can hold your perfect hands…where I can smell your first breath…where I can feel the warmth of your body…where I can be as simple as me…
How I wish that life could be as simple as this…But there is more to life than lying still and cherishing that “special moment”…We have dreams as big as anyone can ever imagine and I just want to make all those dreams come true…We just need to sacrifice a little…

Believe me it won’t be easy…I’ll have my shares of longer days, lonesome afternoons and “silent nights”…but when this is over everything will be in its proper order…
We’ll have our very own house with 4 bedrooms and a garage, you’ll have your X5(hehehe–did I get it right this time?), I’ll have my own nursing home, we’ll have two lovely angels–(a cute little boy who’ll have your perfect eyes and nose, a pretty little girl who’ll have my thick hair and my wondering eyes) , we’ll have our very own apso lhasa with her own dog house in the garage, I’ll have my very own mini copper, we’ll see your mom and dad every 6 mos., we’ll have a family business with my dad, mom and sissy, we’ll have enough time to visit our sisters and brothers, our kids will have plenty of time to play with their cousins, and with peanut and annara too…


I just can’t wait for this thing to be over!?!
After this…I’ll be lying next to you…watching you as you drift into our dream world…I’ll be caressing your forhead…you’ll feel the warmth of my body next to yours…I’ll wrap you tightly in my arms…I’ll be waiting for you to open your perfect little eyes…and when you’re fully awake I’ll kiss you endlessly…and this time…I’ll always be beside you no matter what...

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