Let's Talk...(it helps)

Monday August 27th 2007, 5:45 pm

Moments like this usually makes me sit down infront of the computer that eventually leads me to slowly type my thoughts and feelings as if trying to narrate every significant event in my life in public…

Hmmm….I’m sensing however that you might know the reason for my being in a senti mode…how do I start…well let me see…

Life is really unpredictable. Sometimes you rejoice at every microsecond for having the best time of your life…There are also times when you have to whine and whine about the horrible truths that envelops our existence…At times you need to be scared and vulnerable about the million possibilities of plans A, B, C and etc …I guess we’re just thankful that homosapiens like ourselves are endowed with the ability to adapt to change…

We were created to know how it feels like to enjoy life as it is…Which means that we’re thankful that we can laugh at funny jokes, we know how to raise a brow when somebody breaks a corny punchline…we know how to jump for joy when we hear a good news…we know how it feels like to get hurt physically…and we just know that it’s harder to cope with emotional disturbance than that of the physical pain…

It’s been two weeks…I just miss them…It’s hard to leave your old life behind…It’s hard to be who you are meant to be…Sometimes it’s hard to face the fact the children have to have a life of their own…I often wonder how would I react when my kids have to go out of our lovely home…how would I feel if a guy would ask for her hand and eventually I had to let her go…how would I feel if a good son of my mine would ask me to give him my blessings for him to start a life of his own…

Probably that’s how my parents felt when they had to leave me behind…there was a good reason though…I learned a lot of things…I’ve realized that I wasn’t my dad’s girl anymore…and I am no longer my mom’s stage baby anymore…but I missed my baby sister being by my side as always though…

I believe my new life is a special gift…It’s my turn to experience how it feels like to have a family of my own…

I guess this is the circle of life…Life indeed is quite a story…It has a beginning…but we ourselves don’t exactly know it’s very own ending…

Let’s keep on writting…Life isn’t all about the destination…It’s all about the journey…Let’s talk about our funny rides…our sorrowful defeats…let’s talk about our happy thoughts…our deepest aspirations…Let’s talk about relationships…better yet let’s talk about our families…our friends…Let’s talk about that black dog that made our day…or maybe let’s talk about the nimbus and cumulus clouds that we just appreciated this morning…hmmm…let’s just talk about us…let’s talk about you and me…your joys…my tears…your lonesome nights…my laughters…

Let’s just talk…it helps…